Annotation
In the first part of that post described a story and results of my lottery play, which I played using lucid dreams and simple dreams. In the second part I present a model of conscious based on my results. At the end I tried to make some conclusions of that model and, in particular, introduce the method of dream interpretation.
Introduction.
Originally my research started as a pursuit of big money, with lots of mysticism and esotericism. Unfortunately for me, I failed in the final model to completely get rid of the mysticism, so now anyone will be able to recognize that research as the next pseudo-scientific nonsense.
This mysticism I’ll call postulates, in virtue of the fact that I can't prove it and I have to take them in the form in which they have succeeded.
The second problem is the evidence base of my model that lies in the complexity of the experiment confirming it. In particular, my own experiment is quite long, it lasted just over 4 years. Of course it's not every day I could devote to this study, and there were breaks for a month or three when I was thrown, and then returned. But in any case, one day, week or even month may not be enough.
Prehistory of the research.
In early October 2010, I in case of my work changed residence and moved from the Tomsk city (Siberia) in the Khabarovsk city the capital of the Russian Far East. As it happened, I found that I was not morally and financially ready to relocate. The city was expensive and the money I used to live in Tomsk, is clearly not enough. In the end, after buying an apartment with loan, I had left moneyless.
My wife with daughter were supposed to come to me just after the New Year, when I do get settle in the new location. Things at work went too slow, possible to say practice was 2 hours a day on the force, the rest of the time I was in my thoughts. Winter had started, and all time out of work I spent at apartment with no TV, with no money, with nothing to do.
Somewhere in the month of November, comes to my mind the idea to try to solve my financial problems with the help of lottery. Never before I was not interested in it because from the mathematics point of view the probability of winning is very small, and the list of lottery players in the essentially may be called the "census of fools." But for some reason I decided that exactly I'll get lucky in this game with probability and I in one step will solve all my problems. I decided to play in lottery which I can choose numbers, because in that way it is only my responsibility do I win or do I loss.
As mathematics says “just betting combination will not increase my change to win”, and I decided to study another's experience. I started to read about lottery on the Internet and came to the site http://topfortuna.com where in the article "Dream in hand" had read about the existence of "lucid dream". Besides, in this article was the idea that during sleep the brain can solve complex problems. And I had remembered how at my school time and University years, I already met the phenomenon when in preparation for the competition and solving tasks, I fall asleep and in my dreams continued to solve them and sometimes correctly. There was one case when in my dream I had the answer to the chemistry problem, but I ignored it because I thought it was wrong, but in the end the dream was correct.
So I started interested in "lucid dreams", I did some digging on the Internet and found a whole bunch of books on that subject. A couple of books I have read and tried to act on them, but these methods written there were very inefficient and I not received anything from that. Then I found a video with Michael Raduga’s seminar "out of body for three days", it was not necessary to read, and it pleased me.
The film consisted of 6 files and suggested viewing for three days starting from Friday. In this case no one was to disturb and distract, neither light nor noise, neither man nor beasts. All that I had at these time.
On the second day I’ve got lucid. And I enthusiastically started to search numbers for lottery in the "lucid dreams". My attempts lasted about three months, two or three times a week, after which it was abandoned due to the lack of any kind of efficiency.
At this post I decided to not describe my experience of exploring “lucid dream”, cause I don't see the point. There's a bunch of other books, and about the lack of efficiency in the search for numbers can be found in the book Petrova N. P. "The foresight and programming of the lottery results" (in russian only) in which he describes in some detail his numbers search, and we can read about it on the forums site http://aing.ru, https://www.lotterypost.com and http://forum-worldofdreams.com.
The next phase of my life lasted for two months from early January to early March 2011. That period promised me incredible wealth, but this has not happened to this day. But it got me within a few years, ask myself the question, "what it was, and why I was given that? If now all my attempts give no results ".
First results.
January 2011, new year holidays goes and I alone sit two weeks at home without a TV, with a limited budget and now don't even remember how I spent my time. I only remember that I went to bed quite early sometimes at 8 pm when it was getting dark, and woke up 9 am when lightened. My family was still in Tomsk. In that time I have practiced "lucid dreams" and actively sought the numbers for lottery. That time I played the lottery "Gosloto 6 out of 45", they had all-time online broadcast from their studio. As for successful practice of "lucid dreams" was recommended to keep a dream diary, so I always kept near my bed a piece of paper and a pen to record dreams. At that moment, I didn't write dates and did not keep these papers after feeling them.
Additionally, for playing every lottery draw I did the so-called "carrier combination" - 16, 19, 25, 12, 13, 35. (created it from the date of my birth)
And then one January night I had a dream, very short but vivid dream, in which I, as if from above, look at the guy whom draws on the pavement the equation 24+4= , but this equation is written for upside down (like this
) and the digit 4 in it means 4 tablets of glycine and I don't need it (in dream I just knew that I don’t need that tablets). This dream was a bit strange in the sense that the dream was bright enough so I still remember it clearly.A couple of days after this dream I have another dream. I am in an apartment building on the 16th floor in the office where my mother-in-law, and I'm looking for my daughter. Then I went on the 11th floor which was exactly the same. After I ran down and awake.
Just a less then week at 19.01.2011 happened draw 223 and the result was the next – 42, 16, 11, 13, 28, 35.
Looking at this result, I immediately thought of these two dreams with numbers 16, 11 and 28 (solve of equation). Numbers 13, 35 was from my "carrier combination". At first I even "tried to bite my own elbow", but consoled myself with the fact that the number 42 I had not. And only after a few weeks I noticed that the equation was written upside down and the number 24 written upside down can easily be read as 42. This fact, when I realized that I had all the numbers needed to win the lottery, but I couldn't use it, makes me a bit shocked, because literally I was given a prize of 50 million rubles (1,5 millions dollars).
Then I started to pay more attention to dreams themselves, but the practice of "lucid dreams" don't quit. In one of the February dreams I see how the yacht with the number 17 ahead of a yacht with the number 25. And I decided to use both these numbers in my combination. On February 16 was draw 231 with the result– 16, 19, 34, 13, 12, 35 which has only one different number from my "carrier combination". But as I used numbers 17 and 25 in each combination, I did not win second category prize. And I again began to "bite my elbows". At that time I thought to myself that maybe the yachts I saw was just imagination, not a dream.
It was second time I was close to win the lottery. And it pushed me to review what I've done and how I can win the lottery using this information and prevent more such errors.
And I made the assumption that my brain in a sleep state is able to solve huge tasks, including searching for result of draw, but on the condition that it is loaded only solution to this problem.
And I began more diligently to explore the Internet in search of something similar but all I found is only short remarks in one or two sentences or even a refutation of the possibility of solving complex problems in dreams.
On February 22, I went to sleep with intention that tonight I will see dream of the next draw of "Gosloto 6 out of 45". That night I had two dreams and in the second dream I was at the hotel on the 3rd floor in the room and brushed my teeth. Suddenly I realized that I forgot my soap in other room, I ran to find it. I was looking for it on the 3rd floor in four rooms, 2 rooms on even side and 2 on odd side. Not finding on the 3rd floor I went up on the 4th floor and ran into the 1st room and tried to find there. Then I went outside and found that this hotel embedded in the rock, and near the foot of the rock, there is a final stop of bus No. 25. In the next 234th draw on February 26, dropped balls with numbers 26, 36, 39, 38, 33, 41. So again I had 5 numbers. This fact be regarded as a mere coincidence I could not, Although the bus was 25th and not the 26th.
March 4, 2011 I went to bed again with the intention to get the result of the next draw. That night I had a dream about how I'm standing in the kitchen of my parents (not sure, but it seems that the mother and sister were sitting at the table, and I was standing near the sink) and look at my watch, at first watch I had was digital and after looking at them I saw that the time was 19-00, then an hour passed and the clock was already 20-00, and then I looked at the watch and they had become mechanical with arrows and the time was evening 11-27. And I woke up.
And the next evening was the 236th draw of the lottery "Gosloto 6 out of 45" in which fell the following numbers 19, 20, 27, 11, 8, 36. In this edition I have won about 3 thousand rubles.
But in any case, I came to the conclusion that I have opened some talent and now I able to change my life. But my success ended and I no more repeat even close to such results.
What interrupted me to achieve results, I didn't know, but I do know what happened at those day. 1st fact – on March 6 after 5 months ago my wife with my daughter come to me and we again began to live together, 2nd fact - "Gosloto" stopped their live broadcast of draws and events from the studio.
Here is such an interesting period of my life that happened with me in 2011. I almost had my hands on jackpot but did not take it. Why? I do not know. And so the final chapters will be only the model allowing somehow explain what had happened.
Much later I came across a forum site http://goslotto.ru/ and there in one topic the user with the nickname "alexbond68" is also very briefly described that he twice dreamed with winning combinations but he was not able to make use of them. And on the forum website http://forum-worldofdreams.com user with the nickname Dream (Victoria in real life) which is also quite in detail described her same results, rationally she could not explain, but decided to share it with everyone.
And all of this is constantly pushing me to think about that, and things that was happened to me is peculiar to any person, and it is sufficient only to understand the mechanism of what is happening and to create certain conditions.
Results.
Being quite motivated, by the possibility of winning the jackpot, in the period from March 2011 to November 2013, I with irregular intervals was trying to get the numbers of balls, using dreams, the results were disastrous. During this time I tried to create different conditions: I starved myself, closed myself for days at room and so much more.
As a result, for two and a half years, my success can be attributed to the average.
The only slight echoes resembling something similar to my expectations was evident at 2nd-3rd day of starves, but after that if I continue it or finished it was gone. Sometimes it happened spontaneously during periods when my wife with daughter were absent for weeks. Say with confidence that I had in these periods some results I can't, because the ratio of won and lost amounts not much beyond the scope of probability theory. Moreover, in that period I rushed from one lottery to another, in the hope that there may be the results will be better.
At this time I found the site http://www.lotterypost.com on which a huge number of topics about the lottery, including mystical themes. The site is completely in English and there are people whom did not hesitate to attempt to discuss how to win the lottery using the "lucid dreams", or through unconscious dreams. But attempts to study that forum did not give results, the information was very cluttered. But the main conclusion I made was that I'm not the only crazy guy, that gave me the opinion that maybe I had overestimated the results of my lottery play. Due to the fact of my ordinary and boring life I tired and take propensity to believe in miracles, wrongly succumbed to some kind of paranoia.
In the end, after another failure to win jackpot, and in view of the results of the previous part, in November of 2013 I decided that it is necessary to systematize a method that will allow to evaluate the results and will put the end on that story. And the first thing I did, it’s started a diary to collect results and tried to analyze them.
By that time I already had some guesses about the mechanisms determining the numbers. I stopped playing the lottery "Gosloto 6 out of 45", in view of the critical topics on the forums site http://goslotto.ru and http://upad.ru in which authors basing of mathematics and the analyzing of recorded draw, pretty convincingly argued that the organizers of the lottery "Gosloto" with a purpose to keep money to themselves is to substitute the results of the drawings. These criticisms later became the Postulate No. 1. And I began to play the Australian Powerball lottery on the website http://tatts.com . This lottery I chose for the reasons that it was necessary to guess 6 balls out of 40 plus 1 out of 20. I thought my brain during sleep, calculates the estimated result and mathematical model 6 of 40 should be much easier than 6 out of 45.
My major assumptions was the idea that in a state of loneliness, or during the hunger strike, those parts of the brain that is responsible for ensuring interaction with other people, for digestion and for the review of information obtained from television and the Internet can reallocate its resources for other tasks (in my case it's a lottery), but it might take some time. These assumptions coincided with the conclusions made in the book Norman Doidge “The Brain That Changes Itself” The author of this book as I think is of the opinion that this process is quite lengthy.
In 2015 in the book of Patricia Garfield's "Creative dreaming" I also found the mention that "lack of food and isolation lead to increase the brain activity." I by that time has already departed from the idea of hunger strikes, due to the fact that it leads to a complete breakdown my energy and at the dreams I see only foods. I found that it is much more efficient to do the food is repetitive unvaried, but to keep the caloric content at a high level for normal functioning.
And within weeks, I practiced the monotonous diet, isolation from people and from any other kind of information. During these times I was filled with intent, like "at whatever was in the dream to see and memorize the correct result of the particular drawing of a particular lottery", just forced myself not to move, but I wasn't supposed to lucid in, I had to sleep, in my head was supposed to be only one goal, to get these numbers. In my case these numbers I have ever seen, that is, they have always been written somewhere.
As a result, for the November 2013 – February 2015 I had 573 of recorded dreams, 171 pages of text, and 1438 stakes for a period of 54 draws.
And here I describe the data on my game.
Table 1 shows the probability of winning prizes of different categories and distribution of monetary prizes. Rules are as follows: the player selects six main numbers from 1 to 40 and one additional number from 1 to 20. In order to win the smallest prize must be matched 2 main balls and 1 extra. To get the maximum prize you must match all 6 main numbers and 1 extra ball. Draws are held one time per week on Thursdays and they allow the participation of foreign nationals to the game via online purchase of tickets. The game I led with a short break starting from draw 919 dated 26.12.2013 till the draw 973 dated 08.01.2015. During this period I have bought 98 tickets that contain 1438 stakes. Spent 1352$ 704,4 of which I won. Bets were made on the following principle: the numbers were taken from my dreams, and if not enough then an additional number was selected randomly. For the drawing I tried to spend no more than 10$, but if I won then all the money spent in the next draws. At bedtime I tried to see only for main numbers. The extra number doesn't interest me, that would not be any confusion from the resulting numbers, where to put. After the New Year 2015 I decided to take stop point.
Table 1. The probability of coincidence of the numbers and distribution of prizes in Australian lottery Powerball
In the following table 2, is quote I made bets that won prizes, this table has only statistical information.
Table 2. Statistics of wining tickets for the period from December 25 2013 to January 8, 2015
In table 3, I attempted to analyze my results and compare them with mathematical expectations.
Table No. 3.
