Never Feel Excited

[White Mist]

I've had this problem ever since my first spontaneous experience which was brief but I literally said after it happened "Was that it"?

In my experiences, I seem to be very calm after waking up. It's like my emotions/feelings from my body in the phase don't transition back to my waking state.

Here I'll give an example.

In one experience I became conscious in a dream and during it I was like "WOW! WWHHOOA!!" all shocked, excited and what not. But after waking up, all that was gone. It's as if I did not experience anything, but only had the memory of the experience.

Any thoughts? Over 100 experiences and still have this issue. Maybe i'ts not deep enough?

[Felcas]

do you have depression?

[danielbr]

But have you experienced a conscious EXIT?
The most shocking, which people call "a life changing experience", is when you are conscious during the process of separation from the body. It’s much more exciting than awakening when you are already into the PHASE.